My Sadist

When people hear the word sadist, they assume it’s an individual that simply enjoys inflicting pain onto another. They often forget that there are layers to sadism and includes more than the physical pain. I am a believer in giving the term a more inclusive definition.

A sadist is one who derives pleasure and or sexual arousal from inflicting suffering onto another.

From what I have learned witnessed and yes had the pleasure of participating in, is that suffering can be inflicted in a variety of ways. Physical suffering is a bit easy and is a bit common place. Yet, we have implemented a myriad of creative ways to inflict it in what it is that we do. Sadism includes things like inflicting embarrassment and humiliation by way of suffering though degradation and other means. Tickling a person is causing suffering to the point of where they may experience lack of breath or even more so losing control of their bladder. Sadism also includes having one suffer through denial of something that they very much enjoy and crave. Like being denied the opportunity to be used as a sexual object and having each and every hole filled. Even being denied the opportunity to serve the One(s) in which they are bound to can be be sadistic, if done simply for the pleasure.

I’m a sadist that gets off on the consensual and consensual non- consenting suffering of another. Sure, that may include a bit of pain. I create situations that take one out of their comfort zone and have them suffer through being vulnerable and exposed. What really gets me going is to sense one suffering through an internal power struggle. For me to bare witness in real time the internal conflict between what they secretly crave and long for versus the indoctrinated morals & one’s own politics of their everyday life. You know those morals and politics that have people in a chokehold. Mmmm… now that is some mental breath play for yo ass right there.